The fabric i used for the jeans died today in the god damn washing machine. The scarve fabric was very weak i guess, and most of it has been mutilated to tatters. God dammit after all that fucking hard work. This is so ironic, and funny. I'm still gonna wear them. Ill try and repair them the best that i can... i'll wear them tommorow, and this is so devastating. But its just fabric, and jeans, and wasted time. Tis not the end of the world. Life rolls on. Any who, today was an uneventful day. I cooked meself a cheese quesadilla for dinner, and that was accompanied by grapes and peaches. Lunch was rainbow noodles( aka elbow macaroni).

I was asked to sign a card for one of john's work friends who had a kid. I hate how i have to sign the card for a dude i aint never seen in my life, yet may have seen and not known it at a fun fun government social event as i call them. Johns work buddies throw a big party, beer a flowin' and i somehow become magically responsible for everyones' children. YEah, i had to go to the fucking Federal building for 4th of July 2004. That was hell. I was the oldest one there, as i somehow always am, and expected to be a nice socialite and everything a homeland security/us customs' agent daughter should be through the tactic of manipulation and being told that my actions were very disapointing if i dont behave as desired. Whatever, so i cooperate so nothing can be used against me. But the Detroit Fireworks were awsome, and the veiw was amazing, so many stories up. And i managed to be charming or whatever when all i wanted to do was to listen to my music and fall into a coma for a day or so. I hate these little social functions, but my natural tendancy is to be a good hostess/ guest and to have fun in even the worst of situations. So i pretended like John and Jennifer werent there and engaged in conversation about bands from the 80s and managed to impress the government agents and thier wives of my knowlegde of an music era before my time when i dont believe that i know that much.So i made that a kool celebration. And now im gonna go to sleep, i gotta be at SMT at 8am tommorow.
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